Exam day

Today is my Ceramic test , yesterday sleep at 3 just wan to study more and remember. But today the test that giving to me is not only test my knowledge on ceramic, No only traditional ceramic , advange ceramic , concrete or blah blah .... but patient and test my luck too. i was able to wake up at time , but the god seem give me another test when i am ready going to exam hall. Just when i wan take my motor key , i hear loud sound outside, OMG , it raining so heavily. i sure get wet if i ride. Then how can i exam. Thx to my friends who willing to fetch me and help me looking for extra seat , then only i am able to get into Dragon to seat the paper. Thx buddy. But this rain already destroy my confident and my mood to continue hafal the note. So i just make myself calm , take a deep breath. i am also not get dissapointed as my brain function well and i manage to finish it. It not as bad as what i predict cause i study last min. thx god.

Final Exam

Final exam is here now, i got 3 more paper to go , Just don't know why i can't really in a study mood. i not feel like study , just wasting a lot of time. Am i sure that i not gona to fail or i not aim for A. looking other studying like that , i know that they had lead me far more longer than i can see. Am i don't have interest in this sub or i becaming so lazy ... Got think about want to score a Dekan for this sem , but now it seem hopeless. looking back the previous paper that i had done, so suck!!! Hope i can get more pressure that can push me forward, but i will hate if too much pressure. Human are really weird hor ?