Exam day

Today is my Ceramic test , yesterday sleep at 3 just wan to study more and remember. But today the test that giving to me is not only test my knowledge on ceramic, No only traditional ceramic , advange ceramic , concrete or blah blah .... but patient and test my luck too. i was able to wake up at time , but the god seem give me another test when i am ready going to exam hall. Just when i wan take my motor key , i hear loud sound outside, OMG , it raining so heavily. i sure get wet if i ride. Then how can i exam. Thx to my friends who willing to fetch me and help me looking for extra seat , then only i am able to get into Dragon to seat the paper. Thx buddy. But this rain already destroy my confident and my mood to continue hafal the note. So i just make myself calm , take a deep breath. i am also not get dissapointed as my brain function well and i manage to finish it. It not as bad as what i predict cause i study last min. thx god.

Final Exam

Final exam is here now, i got 3 more paper to go , Just don't know why i can't really in a study mood. i not feel like study , just wasting a lot of time. Am i sure that i not gona to fail or i not aim for A. looking other studying like that , i know that they had lead me far more longer than i can see. Am i don't have interest in this sub or i becaming so lazy ... Got think about want to score a Dekan for this sem , but now it seem hopeless. looking back the previous paper that i had done, so suck!!! Hope i can get more pressure that can push me forward, but i will hate if too much pressure. Human are really weird hor ?

Useless

Growing up at this age , i feel myself so useless.The past 2 year of my life that are nothing i can be pround of. I can't protect and care for the thing that i love and like. even till now , day by day , i just the useless of my self keep growing up. No planing , too forgetul , coward , lazyness.......lot more.

Understand and caring .. Because I love U

I love U , That Y i try to understand and care u more than care for me...

Phone

This is another story for PHONE . It was a very useful tool in our daily life, we must know to use it properly. Love it care for it, and for sure we must manager and control our call and sms so that u won't cry when u receive Bill end of month. Every single call and sms is a care, a wish and useful infomation form our friends. we must reply back to our friends , expecially close friends. Don't alway leave ur phone behind, cause it mean u leave ur friends behind. I am someone who care the call and messaging so much , every single call , every single sms is a care form my family and friends. I do alway hope it ring alway. Cause there are not much friends who care for me out there.

Success

Success.. Once in my life i am looking for it, hope to be pround of it. Time pass by , but i just covering by failure. I try, try and try to be success, pushing to hard also make a failure. Somehow i lost my hope to be success last time. Failure make us afraid . I been FAIL for the pass 3 sem in my uni live. So do this sem , it start covering with failure, and it gona end . I just hoping i can be success for the last thing i will fight for this sem. I should change my behaviour, Being too nice is bad for me at the end.

PAY

PAY ... it is something we need to do in order to get something.. Everything in world that we get , i believe we pay for it. It not just Paying for the stuff we buy in supermarket, but it mean lot more. Like paying the hardwork to get a good result, paying more caring to get more caring. We pay with cash , pay with cheque , pay with credit card, pay with TIME, pay with HARDWORK and pay with love . If we pay with something we can hold that is more easy than paying with something we can hold. We can if we CARE. In relationship , both have to pay.